Today's lesson was the worst lesson I've ever had. I had to ride Summer and she didn't listen. I was supposed to ride Holly, but there weren't enough horses. I was so pissed off. My trainer was the one who asked if I wanted to ride today. If there weren't enough horses, why would she even ask?? For most of the lesson, I just watched. It wasn't ****ing fair! Holly didn't like it either, she wasn't behaving like she usually did. The girl took her over a small jump, Holly did a huge jump and she almost fell. Holly kept coming back to me. If this happens again, I'm switching to a barn where they have enough horses for the students. I know it might not be a big deal, but it is to me. Holly and I have an unbreakable bond. Those other girls don't even take the time to bond with her. They just come to the lesson, tack up, ride, untack, hang out, and leave. Every time I see Holly, I give her kisses, hugs, and everything. We've been through everything together. I learned to canter, gallop, and jump on her.

It's supposed to be me and you forever, Holly!

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I just realized there are only 3 lesson horses. None of the students own or lease a horse. I don't think this is a good barn. I don't want Holly all to myself but my trainer had said I would be riding her. At the lesson, she just gives her to someone else. None of the riders even asked if I wanted a turn on the horses when I was watching them. My trainer just ignored me the whole time.